message
words: Satoshi Yaginuma
music: Satoshi Yaginuma
arrangement: Satoshi Yaginuma
living alone is just a little too much for me
so I walk my own path, searching to meet someone new
I sent you one final letter with all the feelings,
with all the pain resounding in my heart
I wipe away the tears of my heart
which fall like pouring rain
I can’t say I love you anymore, or that my heart belongs to you…
you said that at that moment
you’d always be waiting for me no matter what
however, I cannot allow myself to live up to your desire
I’m sorry… I always hurt you because I couldn’t tell you how I really felt till now
I understand I was the one in the wrong
it happened like a sudden shower
a change of heart has changed me,
so your sweet words don’t reach me anymore
I need you as friend after we part ways, I can’t do this otherwise
I’m sorry for being so awkward
I’ll feel a bit lonely when the day comes you forget me
you said that at that moment
you’d always be waiting for me no matter what
however, I cannot allow myself to live up to your desire
at that moment, you…
always, no matter what…
but I…
I didn’t say,
“I want you to forgive me for my change of heart”
but your feelings will always be with me…
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hitori de ikite yuku no wa sukoshi dake sabishisugiru kara
hito wa sorezore no michi ni deai sagashi aruite iru ne
kimi ni saigo ni okuru yo omoi kasaneta kono tegami wo
kizutsukete shimatta koto kokoro no naka de hibiiteru
furishikiru ame no you ni ochite kuru
kokoro no namida ni arai nagasarete iku watashi no kimi e no omoi
mou suki to wa ienakute…
ano toki kimi wa itta yo ne? watashi no koto wo
itsumademo itsumademo machi tsuzuketeru tte
dakedo watashi wa kimi no omoi ni kotaerarenai yurushite
gomen ne ima made sutto hontou no kimochi tsutaezu ni
kizutsukete shimatta yo ne watashi ga warui koto wakatteru
totsuzen no ame no you ni ochite kita
kokorogawari ga watashi wo kaeta kara kimi no yasashii kotobo mo
mou watashi ni wa todokanai
wakarete kara mo tomodachi de irareru nante
watashi ni wa dekinai yo bukiyou de gomen ne
kimi ga itsu no hi ka watashi wo wasureru koto dake sukoshi samishii
kimi wa itta yo ne? watashi no koto wo
itsumademo itsumademo machi tsuzuketeru tte
dakedo watashi wa kimi no omoi ni kotaerarenai yurushite
ano toki kimi wa…
itsumademo itsumademo…
dakedo watashi wa…
kokorogawari ni yureta watashi wo
yurushite hoshii to wa iwanai keredo
zutto watashi wa kimi no omoi wo…
