spiral of despair
words: Satoshi Yaginuma, Shinichiro Yamashita
music: Satoshi Yaginuma
arrangement: Satoshi Yaginuma
updated: 11/01/11
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i see the usual rays of the morning sun are same as always
and yet this familiar place is quietly crumbling away
no matter how much i wanna break away, all exits have been locked
the pain torturing my wounds only grows
the warm tears have been washed away by the fading tomorrow
i can do nothing but keep falling in the darkness shrouding my trapped heart…
i walked a path ruled by only sorrow and despair
i will never cry again even if i never dream again
my arms begging for freedom trembled with a restraining weakness
if the one i love were here to give me love
maybe i could endure this cruel reality and suffering…
i’m sick of crying alone, only able to rely on nothing but the dark
living alone in a world without light
the warmth of my tears is the only hope i have left
if the one i love were here to give me love
maybe i could endure this cruel reality and suffering…
i can do nothing but keep falling in the darkness shrouding my trapped heart…
how far will i go…
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itsumo toori no asa no hizashi wo, kyou mo kawarazu miru hazu datta
minareta hazu no kono basho wa ima, oto mo tatezu ni data kuzurete iku
donna ni nukedashita kute mo, subete no tobira wa tozasarete ita
watashi no kizu wo semetateru, itami dake ga kasoku suru
atataku nijimu namida wa, kieteku asu ni sarawareta
nigeba no nai kokoro wa yami ni tsuzumarenagara, ochite iku shika dekinakute….
kanashimi dake ga setsubou dake ga, shihai shite iru michi, aruiteta
kasuka na yume wo miri koto sae mo, yamete shimaeba mou naku koto mo nai
jiyuu wo motometa ude wa, shibara chikara naku furuete ita
moshi ai suru hito ga soba de, yasashisa wo kureta no nara
kono zankoku na genjitsu mo, kurushimi mo taerareru noni…
kodoku ni naki tsukarehateta watashi wa, yami e to sugaru koto shika dekinakute…
kagayaki nakushita sekai de, watashi wa hitori ikiteku
namida no sono atsusa dake ga, yuitsu nokosareta kibou
moshi ai suru hito ga soba de, yasashisa wo kureta no nara
kono zankoku na genjitsu mo, kurushimi mo taerareru noni…
nigeba no nai kokoro wa yami ni tsuzumarenagara, fukai rasen ni ochite iku…
doko made mo…
