spiral of despair -resurrection-

words: Shinichiro Yamashita
music: Satoshi Yaginuma
arrangement: Satoshi Yaginuma
vocals: Rita

humans still search for a reason to keep living
even when the little bit of hope inside the darkness is destined to disappear
my freezing body is incessantly stabbed by this pain
when will the pain change to just “tenderness”…

I’m trapped deep inside these timeless hours
until the door opens, there is no place to run

broken love, closed eyes
everything’s getting so gray, reality is fading away
My damaged dreams can’t fight back the wailing driving me insane
even praying, even hoping
night’s deceptive kindness deepens the world’s sickness
will fall into a spiral sketched by despair’s resurrection

these scars were made to link together like cold, heavy chains
even though I struggled to melt them with a sweet poison, they wouldn’t break apart
the warmth of your reaching hand sees nothing inside my world
and instead will be stained in betrayal by a temporary, fleeting illusion

half-hearted wishes will never make miracles happen in this world
my heart is torn apart as the anguish accelerates

a ruined tomorrow, a bleak future
everything’s getting so gray, reality is fading away
someone help save this defiled dream before nothing can be done…
my tears were dry before they even fell
night’s deceptive kindness deepens the world’s sickness
the despair that has repeated itself has a cruel resurrection

I’m trapped deep inside with no way to run
the door won’t open again inside these hours that never end

broken love, closed eyes
everything’s getting so gray, reality is fading away
my damaged dreams can’t fight back the wailing driving me insane
even praying, even hoping
night’s deceptive kindness deepens the world’s sickness
will fall into a spiral sketched by despair’s resurrection

e ruined tomorrow, a bleak future
everything’s getting so gray, reality is fading away
someone help save this defiled dream before nothing can be done…
my tears were dry before they even fell
night’s deceptive kindness deepens the world’s sickness
the despair that has repeated itself has a cruel resurrection

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hito wa daredemo ikiteku imi wo　ate no nai mama sagashi tsuzukeru
tatoe yami ni wazuka na kibou ga　kiete iku sadame demo
kogoe kitta kono karada koshi ni　taemanaku tsuki sasaru itami wa
itsukara ka sugata wo kaete iku　yuiitsu no “yasashisa” ni….

nigeru basho nante nai　fukaku karami tsuita mama
owaru koto nai toki no naka　sono tobira ga hiraku made

ai wa kudakare　hitomi tozasare
more so gray, it’s keep show now not
kizutsuku yume wa aragaenai　doukoku ni kurutte
inoru koto sae　negau koto sae
cheat kindness night sick deep world more
rasen wo ekaki　tada ochiteku　zetsubou no resurrection

kusari no you ni tsumetaku omoi　kizuato wa tsunagi awasareteta
amai doku de tokasareta you ni　mogaite mo hodokenai
nani mo mienai sekai no naka de　sashi noberareru te no nukumori wa
isshun dake no hakanai maboroshi　uragiri ni somatteku

kazoku suru kurushimi ni　hitokakera no negai nado
akkenai hodo kanawanai　kono kokoro wo hiki saite

asu mo mirai mo　subete kowasare
more so gray, it’s keep show now not
nani mo dekizu ni　kekasareru yume wo dareka tasukete…
namida wa sude ni kare hatete ita
cheat kindness night sick deep world more
kurikaesareru sono zetsubou　zankoku na resurrection

nigeru koto yurusarezu　fukaku karami tsuita mama
owaru koto nai toki no naka　mou tobira wa hirakanai

ai wa kudakare　hitomi tozasare
more so gray, it’s keep show now not
kizutsuku yume wa aragaenai　doukoku ni kurutte
inoru koto sae　negau koto sae
cheat kindness night sick deep world more
rasen wo ekaki　tada ochiteku　zetsubou no resurrection

asu mo mirai mo　subete kowasare
more so gray, it’s keep show now not
nani mo dekizu ni　kekasareru yume wo dareka tasukete…
namida wa sude ni kare hatete ita
cheat kindness night sick deep world more
kurikaesareru sono zetsubou　zankoku na resurrection